9 July 2013. 11:52PM

Literally crying on my bed. Just so much happening at one time.
Gatau harus berbuat apa.
Gatau harus memutuskan apa.
Gatau harus ngapain.
Gatau harus digimanain.
I sometimes just wanna lay in a huge green fields, looking at the sky with no one have to judge me anything.

Didn’t realize that today is ninth.

8.28 PM. 5/10/2013

So many feelings, so little courage to say. ♥

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Sma Negeri 5 Bandung//2011//watercolour in paper

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Sma Negeri 5 Bandung//2011//watercolour in paper

FIVELIVE SURAWISESA : COMING SOON!!! (by sinematografisma5bdg)

4/17/2013 10:32 PM

Thanks for two beautiful cupcakes that you deliver to my home. Even though you’re in the middle of something that really takes your time and energy, you still remember that I’m craving for cupcakes. I said it about two days ago, but yet you still remember it. Thanks, thanks, thanks!

Wrong

Where’s my hope at the beginning of this year? My hope that says this year will be total awesome because I let go someone who hurt me? In fact, I get the worst experience in my life and I will never do my mistake again in 2013.

I guess I should never ever ever believe again in my thoughts, cause maybe my thoughts in the March 2012 was completely wrong.

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If anyone asks,

I’ll tell them we both just moved on

When people all stare

I’ll pretend that I don’t hear them talk

Whenever I see you,

I’ll swallow my pride

and bite my tongue

Pretend I’m okay with it all

Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet?

Can I open my eyes?

Is this as hard as it gets?

Is this what it feels like to really cry?

Cry

If anyone asks,

I’ll tell them we just grew apart

Yeah what do I care

If they believe me or not

Whenever I feel

Your memory is breaking my heart

I’ll pretend I’m okay with it all

Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet?

Can I open my eyes?

Is this as hard as it gets?

Is this what it feels like to really cry?

Cry

I’m talking in circles

I’m lying, they know it

Why won’t this just all go away

Is it over yet?

Can I open my eyes?

Is this as hard as it gets?

Is this what it feels like to really cry?

Cry

Cry

(Source: officialdad)

6/4/2012

BOOM.


Never thought this gonna end up like this. We’re just not connected. Even if I try to fix all mess, you always there to pick up new argument. Little bit feeling regret.